woe is me

im feeling such mental
and
physical pain.
im hurting so bad inside
it transfers to my outside.
i cant take it.
everything inside is so mixed up.
one moment im up, the next im down.
it hurts to know the truth.
words cannot ease the pain.
because the same words that are supposed to ease my pain
live a double life.
so please,
save the words.
emotions...
they grow stronger each day.
they cut me deeper every time...
my exterior is cracking.
these words are finally getting under my skin.
the feelings are erupting.
im losing it...