up

veni.

vidi.

vici.

fiend

i found myself addicted.

i had denied you for so long…until i couldn’t resist any longer.

peer pressure is a mother.

so i shot you up.

filled my veins with the manipulative, hurtful, painful substance called you.

it hurt so good.

left me speechless, breathless, hopeless…less.

less of a woman, less of a person, less of me.

eating away at my insides you began to take control.

i was at the point where i was searching for you every day all day.

i need this fix to survive.

now here i am.

more lost, alone, and deserted than before.

stuck in this miserable place.

just me…and my bad habit.

ablaze

i was burning from the inside out.

a fire so passionate if you looked into my eyes, you knew.

flames so bright and tall…

nothing more or less than my desire for you.

you keep my blood boiling

you keep me heated

you keep me sane…

without this fire, who or what am i living for.

i need this spark

its my only representation of me, of you, of us.

please don’t start to cool me down.

i welcome the heat.

but without you here…im starting to settle…

around 98.6

where’s your match?

baby please, light me up.

i wanna burn.

i wanna burn…

for you.

father time

daddy,

could you please slow things down?

or even rewind back for a little while.

just so i can enjoy the moments that made me want to live all over again

falling in love

falling out of love

friendships

relationships

if i could re-experience these times…

just give me the chance

one shot

to soak up all the memories

laugh again, cry again, scream again…

i’d do it ALL

over again.