confie en su lucha

i am strong.
i am lost.
i am intelligent.
i am loving.
i am weak.
i am independent.
i am creative.
i am passionate.
i am my own struggle.

with this struggle comes a belief in myself....
and the things i can accomplish.
this summer is coming to a close.
and i have struggled.
i go back and read my blogs and im like whoa...
this was an interesting summer.
not really in actions but in emotions.
i did nothing but work, come home, and go out occasionally.
but i really believe i have grown.
i have been influenced by who i consider to be an amazing man.
he is wise beyond his years and has taught me so much in the few months
we rekindled our relationship.
i realize that i am stronger than what i thought.
i have a lot to offer.
im intelligent, creative, a good listener, caring, passionate, and not too bad on the eyes either :)
im a pretty great catch.
this summer i have learned that one day,
i am going to make some man very happy.
it may not be the one i would have initially chosen..
but i WILL find happiness.
i think the most important thing I have learned is that even if I dont find that man anytime soon,
im still going to be ok.
I have finally accepted the fact that I can make myself happy all by myself.
i have started to believe in myself again.
i feel good.
school is just 14 days away.
so many things are going to change.
im going natural.
and i might even cut my hair.
im loving the free nappy/curly look. :)
i can finally say that I am content.
i havent quite reached happiness.
but ill get there.

i have finally starting trusting my struggle.

your turn.