never ending

my mind is moving in so many directions...
i really dont even know what to write.
i'll just tell how i feel.
im sad.
it's really over.
we are moving on.
it all started on march 6th 2008
and here it has ended on september 30th 2009.
my longest semi-relationship ever.
it hurts to let it go.
but im tired of feeling guilty.
im tired of being so selfish.
im free.
i don't have to answer to anyone anymore.
i can move and allow him to do the same.
i feel like such a weight is off my shoulders.
i dont have to hide.
i can be honest and real.
it feel's great.
i knew that it would happen one day.
but i finally got the courage to let it go.
sigh..finally.

but even though i let it go...
i still believe in forever and always.
forever and always will never end.