i dont fear death...

TBF2 posed a question
If heaven is such a great place, then why do we fear death...
so i got to thinkin
personally, im not afraid of dying...
ok well since we're being honest...I would kinda be scared ta be stabbed 25 times or like burned alive....
but that is the just the method...it is not death itself that i fear
see, i hate the failure that comes with it...
i have such bigs dreams.
i have such hopes.
so many things i want to do...
so many things i want to say...
there is no possible way to get it all done but i want to TRY
if i die before i can at least attempt then what have i achieved in life?
exactly.
NOTHING.
so heaven is supposed to be great right...
well I would be that one depressed person in the corner of the clouds
dwelling on what I couldn't do
to put me here...
thinking i can do anything
making me feel invincible
giving me the greatest inventions a mind could create
and then taking me away...
pure torture.
the possibilities are endless...
but are they really?
because we all must die...so our boxes of possibilities become slim to none.
but who can i be mad at when i die?
not myself, not my family, not my friends...so who?
God.
nope, because he's just doing his job.
if he doesn't take me away at the right time...
who knows? he may have a person he also answers to.
so don't get me wrong wrong,
i don't fear death...
just the failure that comes with it.