la di da

when it was all over...
i wasnt sure how it would be.
i wasnt sure how I would be.
i was confused
hurt
saddened
yet a bit relieved...
i dont know if i will be okay.
well i guess i dont have a choice
i have to be.
i cant just roll over and die.
i must endure
i must make it
sigh...
its gonna be a long hard process but i believe in myself.
i lost a boyfriend...but i think i got my best friend back.
all i can do now is hope.
breaking up is the easy part....
its the aftermath of falling out of love and trying to really let go that hurts the worse.
everything is different now.
but somehow i will make it through.
the nights will be lonely...
the days will be long..
but the sun will shine again.