Calling it quits

so what if i told you i was a liar.
What if i told that everytime i said i loved you...i lied.
I mean i care about you, believe me i do...
But i dont believe in love.
Its a nonexistent feeling.
I consider it to be an alibi.
An excuse.
A reason to do what i want and be able to make it all better by telling you i love you.
Would you be upset if i told you i stopped believing in love long ago?
I keep telling you what you want to hear but the first time my heart was broken i gave up.
The way i see it, you dont hurt the people you love.
If it existed, truly existed, we woudlnt lie or cheat.
But we do...
Leading me to believe that its all a fathom of our imaginations.
Love cannot exist because we are all too selfish.
In order to love you must let go of yourself in order to take hold of another.
I have yet to see evidence of true love.
I believe that love is perfect.
Perfection is unobtainable therefore so is love.
I have given up on trying to believe...
And so...i have given up on love.