one last time

i wish people wouldnt take advantage of my heart
and all the love it has to give
then maybe i wouldnt have to watch my ever-so delicate heart
continuously slip to the ground
and shatter into millions of pieces.
over and over again.
the shame is only placed on you once
but every time after that,
it becomes my fault.
its so hard to understand why things have to be so hard
why cant we just be with who we love,
the one who truly loves us back.
the one who would sacrifice for me
and make it known.
the one who wants me to be happy,
even if it wasnt with him.
reality is such a bitch.
she sits there waiting for u to think that everything will be ok
wanting you to believe that you have a chance.
and just when u reach for the horizon,
she reminds you that dreams never come true.
that happily ever after is just a myth.
and that Walt Disney died long ago.
i hate her.
and i know sometimes, you do too.
because she makes it hard for us all.
she erases all possibilities of happiness
and she makes it hard for another dream to even begin.
she makes you shut me out
and she makes it hard for me to breathe.
i want you to know,
that if u ever decide to let go of reality,
you can grab hold of me...
i know it seems far-fetched...
but just close your eyes with me.
because maybe, just maybe
im the last dream you would ever need to have.

and i promise
i wont let her wake you up.